Nice. I hate that word, and good too. Isn’t Richard nice. Nice, nice, nice. He’s a good boy. Modest, unassuming, impeccable manners. He’s very nice. I hate being nice all the time. Sometimes I just want to be a rude, crude, arrogant, condescending, narcissistic, brutish, know it all, vulgar, pain in the ass!!! I want … Read more
You can read all the personal development books you want. Psychology, philosophy and more. You can practice meditation, attend therapy, exercise, writing a journal, eat healthily. Trying to improve yourself and your lot, to find meaning. You learn that is important to believe in yourself, find value in your own existence. You are told to … Read more
Another weekend where I never got enough done. I sat at home, avoiding yoga, saying to myself I will do some more writing. But it didn’t happen as I would have liked. I did some but I was again too distracted by games.This keeps happening. I feel trapped. I can’t, don’t want to give up … Read more
If you have ever watched the TV series entourage then you’ll know who Ari Gold. First, he has some great lines, but something about how he works appeals to me. I like him because he genuinely cares about the people he represents. Because he’s loud, rude, and politically incorrect, he says what the thinks. He’s … Read more
If you are the shy type, you know that, in many ways, you’re a misfit. Sometimes, people disdainfully look at you because you don’t fit in. Medicine has looked at this fear of people and given it a label of Social Anxiety Disorder. This itself can be a blessing; sufferers can get help. But sufferers … Read more
For years I have toyed with the idea of writing fiction. I have some ideas for it too. Ideas set in the fantasy worlds of Games Workshop. But fear and doubt always hold me back. Excuses like, I really don’t think I could write well. I feel I have a too analytical mind. It would … Read more