Richard 
My social anxiety has affected me in so many ways. So much that when I look at what I’ve done with my life, is see little of consequence. I look back at the person I once was. When I was rejected again and again by my peers at school it hurt, and I didn’t understand … Read more
Not too long ago I wrote a rant to myself. As a way of letting out my rage, my frustration at the world. But really it’s about government, corruption of power, business, and society. Here’s an extract. Economics What a mess we have let this world become. Where money is seen as the measure of … Read more
Nice. I hate that word, and good too. Isn’t Richard nice. Nice, nice, nice. He’s a good boy. Modest, unassuming, impeccable manners. He’s very nice. I hate being nice all the time. Sometimes I just want to be a rude, crude, arrogant, condescending, narcissistic, brutish, know it all, vulgar, pain in the ass!!! I want … Read more
You can read all the personal development books you want. Psychology, philosophy and more. You can practice meditation, attend therapy, exercise, writing a journal, eat healthily. Trying to improve yourself and your lot, to find meaning. You learn that is important to believe in yourself, find value in your own existence. You are told to … Read more
Another weekend where I never got enough done. I sat at home, avoiding yoga, saying to myself I will do some more writing. But it didn’t happen as I would have liked. I did some but I was again too distracted by games.This keeps happening. I feel trapped. I can’t, don’t want to give up … Read more
If you have ever watched the TV series entourage then you’ll know who Ari Gold. First, he has some great lines, but something about how he works appeals to me. I like him because he genuinely cares about the people he represents. Because he’s loud, rude, and politically incorrect, he says what the thinks. He’s … Read more